` Saturday, July 30, 2005
Oh my, I feel like giving this damn guy a slap. Wanna noe who is he? He is the same guy who forced me to sms him or msg him wen i'm online or else dun tok to him anymore. This X fellow.. He damn fucking bastard lor. he call me to Bitch! shuddap in a conversion with my fren. Just bcoz i put haha in the conversation. wat the hell man. Fucked up man. He is damn fucking jerk and so petty. ask him to go hm hide under his mother's skirt la. A retarded brain and he think he is so smart.. Oh man.. IF you wanna noe the whole story can ask mellissa lor. She was with us throughtout the whole conversation. Damn.. I think he oni act to noe alot of thing lor. We were just asking sum qnz about Jian Hao den he say alot of cock lor. I noe wat is Jian Hao ans but wanna noe more.. Kaoz.. He dunno wanna act noe.. Ask him go suck cock la.. wat the hell, i hv bear with his damn fucking attitude for so long liao lor. Keep saying i like him and stuff whereas i already told him that we will nv be together.. Den like my biz like that i neglect him.. He is not even my gd fren lor.. so casual fren that chat over msn and DUN EVEN TOK in sch.. Kaoz.. damn.. i so pissed man.. haha.. Okie.. this guy is damn fucking possessive so gers stay away from him.. Dun ever try to get close to him bcoz he sux totally..
If anyone who noes me, i'm not a person that will bear grudges.. but he is an exception.. I'm a happie go lucky person so even if i'm pissed on that day, the next day i will be back to normal.. Happie happie.. But he is damn fucking bastard that cannot be condoned.. i will nv tok to him.. unless project.. damn.. same cats lesson and grp.. Fuck!!! But i will still try not to tok to him over anything exc project.. Got to draw a line with work and personal.. HAiz.. damn, i gotta control my words and anger.. Argh.. he suxs totally la..
Oh man, i'm so vulgar.. sorie but damn, just let me scold this son of a bitch den i wun scold vulgarities le.. Sorie.. bear with my words.. I fyou wanna noe who is X.. ask me.. Altoe i hate him to the core, but i dun like to embarrass pple..
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` Saturday, July 30, 2005
Yo!!! Today i went over to Jason's plc.. It's so so so damn damn BORING!! i got nothing to do... Dun wanna online nor do my blog bcoz i got nothing to chat nor nothing to write.. Den Jason went to slp lor.. I aso wanna slp.. Haiz.. but muz be SI WEN(lady-like) haha.. cannot everytime go pple hse den feel like slping.. haha.. MY BAD HABIT!!
Aniwae, I and Jason quarrelled over sumone earlier on and my mood was very bad.. But things were okie for us le.. after a game of anger.. Haha, we played badminton at Toa Payoh East CC.. from 6-8 pm.. it was a nice game but i din reli play alot this time bcoz i was the chosen "referee".. Sad sad sad.. Haiz.. Haha..
Anyway, meeting up with my old frenz over game was cool too.. Well, we are meeting again on the eve of National Day to celebrate Jason's budae over buffet@Seoul.Garden or maybe a celebration@the.bay(esplanade)haha.. I aso dunno lor.. see how first.. keke..
I meet LYDIAWATI.. Yo!! You are my best pal in sch.. I miss you alot!! wahaha.. i love you all.. Mwah
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` Friday, July 29, 2005
Woah.. Wat a nice nap after so long!I feel so relax now!! Haiz.. Jason budae coming le.. this 4th Aug.. Wat shld i get for him? A shirt? A meal to Swensens? A wallet? A Sports gears? I reli dunno.. Very confused!! HELP!!
Oh dear! Don!! i forgot about our date! oh shit!! haiz.. sorie.. i was too tired so i fell aslp.. i hope u dun mind.. sorie.. i reli so sorie.. i din mean to pangseh u.. Hmm.. okie.. i punish myself la.. Help me with shopping for Jason gift okie? i date on the 1st of August okie? If you got read my blog.. i'm reli sorie.. ;(
Well, i hv been in NP for about hmm, probably 2 mths and i still dun like that sch.. Actuali going to sch to me is a very tedious task bcoz nothing about sch motivates me to go sch.. My frens are reli gd pple but i just dun hv the sense of belonging in NP!! I sumtimes feel out of plc there. Life is so bad for me! I just missed all my frens back in BTY.. Haiz!!
Making things worse is that ever since i came to NP, problems keep flowing in and nv seems to end..Haiz..
Firstly, Bad relationship with B over a guy..
Second, Bad grp work e.g. CATS
Thirdly, Bad gerlz in sch e.g. scold me for nothing, i dun even noe them..
and more and more..
Wat the hell is wrong with this sch? Mayb, I'm in the wrong sch..
Help!!!
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` Friday, July 29, 2005
I just heard the whole story from Xuan and Jac today.. Just realised that she actually did ask alot of ple for feedback about herself.. Hmm, She asked Lionel, Ernest, Jac, Cherie and me.. I wonder who else did she ask bside these pple.. Hmm last nitz, B find me in msn and told me this.
"Nadiah! I trust you the most. Can you tell me everything, everything about my flaws. I need to noe. i gotta change. pple hating me. i gotta do sumthing abt it. had to change"
Initially, i dunno wat to say and i was stunned to noe that i'm her most "TRUSTED" person!!! -_-'''
Nonetheless, I just told her some actual facts. I told her that she is childish and stuff and ask her to change her attitude.. I aso told her that if she do sumthing wrong, admit and apologies.. E.g. PLAGIARISM.. But she still say it's not her doings up till this extent and repeated the whole story.. It's not that i dun wanna blie her but it's reli too hard to blie lor. Lucky for my grp.. at least we got a C for our PLAG project.. From a A to a B+ and finally C.. Haiz..
Moreover, it's sad to noe that she scolded Xuan and Jac in her blog altoe i dun get to read it bcoz she changed. But i wonder who are those BASTARDS and BITCHES she is referring to. I hope not me.. Or else, i sense troubles brewing for her. Haha..
Well, I was informed that i spoke too loud wen i tell B off in class yesterday.. How come no one tell me wen i'm in class neh? Haiz.. i reli din noe i speak so loud but it's not a scolding session for her.. I just wanna make things clear that if B dun contirbute to the project for the last assignment densorie.. i will go by book... I will tell the teacher that u din do anything.. I cant keep condoning your doings..
Anyway, i hope wat B say is true.. She wanna change to b e better person.. I will b looking forward to that day. All the best.. Anyway, It's the last chance i'm giving her.. I heck la.. i cant b bothered with her liao..
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` Thursday, July 28, 2005
Haiz.. COS again.. everytime i come to COS lesson i feel very sad bcoz of the plagiarism stuff.. I'm not being petty on my side but i just couldnt forgot that incident which my teacher claimed it as and "accidental" plagiarism.. Maybe you can call me petty or narrow-minded but if that happen to you, you will noe how i feel.. I dunno what my grp members tink but i blie they wun feel gd too.. Can you imaging that you work so hard for the project and spend so much time on it den your work got plag.. Even got plag already, the person still pushed the blame to other.. I tink if given to other pple, they wun hv hate her to the core.. But i dunno y i'm so softhearted towards gerlx.. Haiz.. this is damn sad for me.. I got stabbed by the same person twice in my back.. WTF.. i tink i'm the most stupidiest person on earth man. Forget about that!!
Things that make me more worst.. The WP project.. i just asked B to do just 1 more slides yet she gv so much "huh".. I doing this i doing that! F***.. hell with her lor.. If not for the MARKS iwill just heck lor.. Arghhhhh... Same goes to CATS project, if not for the marks, I will HECK too..
Relieved, I gv a piece of my mind to B already! Finally, i can see the light out of it!! Yeah! Hahaha, feeling damn gd inside.. Since things are cleared and instruction are laid down for my project, i hope the grp will perform better. NOW, CATS grp.. next on the list to get a piece of my mind.. Just wait and see..
Btw, I decided to join volleyball as CCA le and aso maybe hmm, Outward Bound.. Hmm.. Just wanna find back my passion for this game.. I hope i can find joy playing volleyball like last time.. Hmm, here i come, volleyball! Do you miss me, Sentosa? I'm coming soon too.. wahaha.. I'm nuts..
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` Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Damn.. I hate it wen i'm being forced to do things.. I blie everyone aso hate being forced to do things so nv try to force pple to do things against their will.. kkz?
There is this fren of mine, X.. Damn.. he keep forcing me to msg him wen i'm online and sms him at least once this week otherwise dun tok to him liao.. F***.. who the hell he tink he is lor.. damn it.. i wun msg him nor sms him de.. He said to me that i like heck him lor.. even during the past weekends, i'm online i din msg him.. He complained that he always hv to be the first one to msg me wen i'm online or wen come to sms, he muz b the first to strt in order to sms me.. HE is sick of that.. BTW, X is not Jason kkz? He is sumone from NP.. Crazy man.. I do wat i like and he asked me to change my attitude.. F***.. wat the hell.. Do you think i'm in the wrong? Anyway, he's just a very normal fren that nv once tok to me on the phone nor reli go out with me b4.. He always pang seh me den still tok so much.. Woah.. This is the most pettiest guy i ever seen in my life..
My mother wants to terminate my line wen my contract is up.. SSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDD... I like my no so much.. haiz.. she ask me to use my dad's new line bcoz he wanna change no.. oh man.. i feel so down.. slap me man.. haiz.. My no.. I will miss u.. Haiz..
Wahaha.. aiya.. need to go school le.. CATS mah.. and SW.. wat to wear ar? haiz.. i dunno lor.. i hate to dress up..Make me sick bcoz my dressing sux.. wahaha..
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` Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Today is a cheerful day for me
I keep disturbing my clzmate especially Jian Hao and Wee Kee. haha..They are like damn funny pple lor.. But this Jian hao is like my arch enemy lor.. he always find fault with me de.. i wanna beat him up.. wahaha.. joking oni la.. he my favourite guy.. i mean sumone i can bully.. dun bear to kill him first.. wahaha
Hmm.. Well... Today i met Don at the stairs.. I suddenly feel so close to him.. Haha.. my internet connection for wireless is down so i went to level 6 to service and that is the time i saw him.. Lolz.. I feel so happie to see him.. My fren praised him HANDSOME lor.. wahaha.. Don, you must b grinning if you read this.. wahaha..
Lesson in clz is still the same; Super boring.. wahaha.. especially wen Mr Tang, my Computing Maths(CM) teacher tried to crack a joke that is so lame.. We of coz laughed but not at his joke.. we laughed at his way of expressing.. Damn Lame..
Oh man, i hate doing project with pple who doesnt do work.. damn.. tmr is Tuesday again.. haiz.. CATS and SW..CATS lesson is something i hate most.. not bcoz of the lesson is boring.. but bcoz my grp for CATS simply sux.. ESPECIALLY my damn F***ing leader lor. Shit him lor.. Nv do work de den like to tok big.. ask him go suck c*** lor.
Haiz.. Life with such pple reli sux.. I love my COS grp and WP and FSP grp best.. They rulz.. YEAH!!
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