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` Saturday, August 20, 2005
Harlow everyone..

Hmm, so long nv blog le....

hv been busy with projects so no time to blog....

Anyway, stressing is bad for me.. FSP is killing me.. and oh man.. it's not the basic lor.. it's the additional.. oh man.. dying in the hands of.. but sian.. can die man.. see FSP code until eyes blur le.. now i bcome braces queen bcoz i'm gd at spot missing braces and stuff.... and Mellissa is while loop queen haha.. bcoz she use alot of while loops.. haha within loop lor.. chim la.. haha.. nadiah not so clever.. hehe

Well, stressing for FSP.. jia you jia you.. hehe.... FSP time again..
Don, ur effort will pay off sum day.. hehehe.. i dunno..


Signing off,
Nadiah

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` Monday, August 15, 2005
Aiyo.. hrt pain man.. my speaker got dent le.. my sis wanna close down den hit my speaker.. wth.. argh.. slap me mah.. i wish it was a drm.. haiz.. haiz.. how how how? argh.. it's not so obvious la but still got flaw le.. haiz.. i maintained so hard.. now got dent.. wa lao.. argh.. very angry lor.. argh.. stay away from me adn den tok to me about my laptop liao.. my pride and proud ane everything is my laptop and now... my pride is gone.. my laptop i cant be proud of u le.. 3K ++ gone with the wind liao..

speaker, are you okie? Pain anot got hit.. i noe u sureli very pain de.. now u not handsome liao got dented.. haiz.. poor speaker.. nvm, xiaona will repair u de.. but hmm, xiaona muz save $$ first den can repair u hor.. sorie.. i nbear with the dented look first okie? paiseh.. Haiz.. poor speaker.. xiaona let u down..

Argh.. hope that me can cheer up.. argh.. bad mood.. siam ar.. kill spree for me.. i wanna kill all my enemy now.. JIAN HAO!! where are u.. i wanna kill u.. *kick* *punch* *slap* *chop* *burn* *multipulate* kill ang jian hao.. kill u my enemy.. argh..

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` Saturday, August 13, 2005
Yeah! Me so happie.. Altoe my grp "A to Z" came in second but the opponent team is very strong so the defeat is acceptable to me! hehe.. We got a trohpy each too.. hmm my grp members are Bee Chin(leader), Lenny, Johnathan, Din, Christabel( not my clz one la), William, Kai Sheng and me.. haha.. ONi 3 gers and 5 bois.. My grp reli rocks.. altoe sumtimes they veryu playful and crap alot with me.. i had a nice time with them lor.. Well, we tot of joining the vball for leisure bcoz they hvnt had enough of spiking haha..

Anyway, today it's a great day after all.. After sch at 11, me xuan jac mel and qi went to eat in canteen 1 lor.. den we were thinking of who to "baby sit" mel haha bcoz we wan her to support us at the quarter-finals cum semi-finals cum finals as she dun wanna go hm bcoz thru and fro takes 1 and a half hr each.. In the end, me and mel went amk with bchin since we on the way. So after that, me and mel went shopping around amk lor.. haha.. Talking about shopping, we noticed a game shop that selling alot of game like SIM 2 university, batttlefield 2, World of Warcraft and alot more.. I'm interested in GUILDWAR game so thinking of buying it.. Btw, i just wanna say that the games there are much cheaper den outside.. Eg. SIM2 U is oni at $38+ instead of 40+.. It's on sale now.. Go grab it.. haha..

Xuan, u can go buy SIM 2 Uni at there.. bcoz very cheap lor..

Haha.. i promoting for that shop.. muz ask them pay me for publicity le..

Anyway, me love my vball grp.. Aiyo.. oni left two more weeks for S&W le.. argh.. and CATS!! die die die..

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` Friday, August 12, 2005
Woah.. i feel so so tired recently.. oh my.. got alot of assignments coming up.. and FSP is individual project.. Oh my, I'm all prepared to dig my grave.. Haha.. anyway, recently, i noticed that i slacked alot in studies.. FSM told me that my result is up and down.. Haiz.. muz get my mind back on track.. Haiz..

I have to arrange a time with FSM to revise my COS bcoz i missed a lesson.. She wan me to meet her aft sch at 5 sumday.. Wen shld i meet her neh? i dunno leh.. haiz.. Moreover, Mr Tang aso tell me to concentrate more bcoz i got potential to do well if i concentrate.. Hmm.. muz contrate le.. Nadiah jiayou!!

Xuan, Jac.. Me lost le.. haha.. Congrats me ba.. Haiz.. I dun wan to play le.. Not vball.. relax..

Anyway, u guys take care ba.. me lately wanna study and lie low.. so wun be so happening le ok? Hope you guys understand!! Mwah

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` Monday, August 08, 2005
Haiz.. So sian.. Sunday again.. End of my FREEDOM!! Argh.. i wan my holidays! i aso hate school.. argh.. why muz i cnue studying.. Sum more, my course is so sucky.. IT.. woah... so so .. not my cup of tea.. haiz.. i wanna study design now.. I wanna go TP to study design.. CHANGE SCHOOL!! haha... Today i abit crazy up in my head lor.. bcoz it's SUNDAY BLUES!! I dunno y Jian hao and Wei long and everyone always oppose me lor.. Sian 1/2 lor.. haiz since my clz mates dun reli like me den i tink i more dun belong to this sch.. or rather.. i hv no sense of belonging here.. HELP!! I reli siao liao.. haha.. i dunno y... slap me ba

Tmr is the strt of sch again.. Haiz.. WP? oops! We hvnt reli finalise our designs.. How how how? Xuan.. how? haha.. I dunno wat do le.. Let me edit myself ba.. haha

Sian.. I miss him.. do you noe who is the him i referring too? i bet u dun.. dont ask me.. i wun say.. Well, i reli miss him alot.. Tmr can see him le.. in fact, i can everyday see him de lor.. Haiz.. but sadly.. haiz.. got sum problems that i cant reli say.. y? bcoz i'm.. in the middle.. wat the hell.. Damn.. sad sad sad.. nayway, take care..

I wanna go out and play vball.. DON!! where are u? JASON, u bluff me.. Sat over liao lor still nv play.. Haiz.. Sad.. Everyone ignore me.. bluff me.. I HATE LIFE!! arghh..


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` Sunday, August 07, 2005
Woah.. Me going Seoul Garden this Monday to celebrate Jason's birthday with my buddies in secondary school.. Woah.. I dunno if they are drinking sake again.. haha but hope not mix of drinks or not.. haha.. I'm looking forward to this "Makan Sutra" bcoz we are going esplanade after that as the next day no school mah!!Muz njoy ourselves to the fullest bcoz after this, dunno wen can go out and have fun again!

Haiz.. i reli mizz the times during "o" levels where we 4 will go to prata hse near thomson plaza and eat. Den we will sure walk home from there.. Walk all the way to Toa Payoh.. Woah.. The first time was about 2 hrs.. God's grace.. so tiring.. haha.. but no regrets man.. It was fun.. Think back brings me so much gd memories. (aiyo, no wonder i dun do well for O's) haha.. Well these guys are Wai Keat(nw in NYP) Yong Kang(My Cnese Chess Shifu) Jason(Mwah) and me.. haha we 4.. haha.. Miss those times..

Anyway, I feel kinda excited to meet them lor these Monday for mum mum..Oh man, I rmbed about the bbq we had at Sri Ram's condo.. So fun.. Swimming and spa and steam bath.. all was great.. Let's go there again.. i wanna try steam bath.. haha..

Wat a nice past i have.. Haiz.. I wanna see all my secondary school frenz esp my clz pple.. They are damn united with our neighbour clz.. We two clz are united.. haha..

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` Saturday, August 06, 2005
Hmm, wat a nice day! Hmm, i had FSP in the morning followed by COS. Hmm, FSM spoke to me. Sh eask me if i can coop bcoz my results are like up and down.. very unstable.. She told me if i need help, ask Wee Kee first den ask her.. Or else, make an appointment with her after 5 to revise with her.. Hmm, Ms Foo.. Thanks!!

Haha.. I met Yun Jing, Zi Hui, Kwok Leong(Roy)and Jason today in my sch.. They came over today to celebrate Hui2 budae and aso visit me.. Killing 2 birds with a stone.. haha.. We had a nice time together lor.. haha.. YJ and hui is still so chatty.. haha Jason and YJ is still bickering and Roy.. haha had a new hair style.. haha.. Nice nice.. Keke.. We had luch at canteen 1 and head to the library after that to let NP lib baby-sit them for me while me go lecture.. haha.. They veri bad.. Serve net and enter frenster see pple pic and comments.. haha.. Den after that, We headed to Toa Payoh Central eat eat first.. We ate CUP NOODLE by the "roadside". Woah.. like back den, wen we after sch go TP central and eat noodle.. haha.. so last time.. miss that feeling guys. haha.. We went to other shops like bubble tea shop to bring back our past memories.. It's so nice.. haha..

Anyway, HappIe BuDaE HuIHuI!!Enjoy..

EEEEEEEEEEEE.. Mel and Bel told me that JASON look abit like ernest and julius.. haha .. Oh my god.. haha.. ERNEST + JULIUS= JASON.. -_-'''.. OH MY GOD.. I CANT BLIE IT!! HAHA

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` Friday, August 05, 2005
4th of August, a very special day to JASON bcoz it's a day to mark his birth.. Haha.. I'm crapping..
Anyway, had a nice day with you, Jason.. The cake was nice and i like taking photos with u.. Haha.. Thanks for fooling with me.. keke.. Jason, I'm so sorie that i can make this yr's budae a very memorial one unlike last yr.. I wanna do so but it's out of my reach.. I just dun hv the capabilities.. I'm so sorie.. Haiz.. MY greatest regret for the year.. Pardon me J!!

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` Thursday, August 04, 2005
Today i woke up at 7am and i felt happie.. My dream is so weird.. Haha.. A dream associated with JASON and KINDRED SPIRIT(a tv program "Zhen Qing").. Haha.. I drmt that me and Jason getting married and we are wearing a veri weird costume for my wedding gown. The wedding gown is like a traditional costume.. looks very country pumpkin sort.. I just noe who to explain.. Like Japanese costume yet the feeling is not like Japanese to me.. I duno.. WEll, i was in the room in Jason hse, he is wearing a black tuxedo. I even see my son.. a baby.. oh my, we hvnt even married den got son liao.. haha.. i dunno he can even stand and flip altoe he oni like 1 or 2 months old.. Oh my, wat the hell.. Haha.. In the dream, i felt so blessed.. argh.. i miss this feeling.. haha.. Den dunno y i sunddenly in lesson with xiao an and jing jing.. Oh my, i duno y aso xiao an dump me bcoz jing jing is doing sum evil thing lor.. haha.. oh my, Now me in Joan's plc. -_-'''.. wat the hell.. haha lame dream lor.. haha..

Anyway, doing COS with my grp reli pissed me off today. I dunno y la.. i just cant control my temper. haha.. Wee Kee kept restarting the computer den we hv to repeat steps over and over again. Den no one wanna ask teacher.. keep stucking at the same fucking qnz. dun even bother to ask other grp for help.. wah lao.. I so pek lor..
den the computer i can see lor.. Wee Kee just put the computer in facilitate to him den to everyone lor.. Kaoz.. damn idiotic man.. haha.. But den we still tok alot of cock lor.. He asked me to do more work but he trying to do everything by himself. Den wat the hell he wan from me man.. hell man.. Den he very reluctant to listen to pple de.. Slap his face man.. Hell.. arghh.. damn pissed.. he even wanted to do the assignment for COS too but we were hungry lor.. oni left 30 min.. haha.. he bo pian lor. haha.. me so happie.. anyway tmr i not free do lor.. so they gtta do themselves liao..

Forget it.. dun tok about it le.. SHIT.. Hmm, tmr Jason's budae le.. I cant wait to spend the budae with u.. haha... Excited man.. Keke..

Hmm, kinda bad mood now. I'm just pissed off with my project man.. Freak.. damn.. i just dunno how to get about it.. and i dun even noe how to get it strted man.. wat the hell! Hmm, just thinking of how to solve the how damn thing.. Oh man, NEW water is that easy to find pictures lor.. -_-'''.. I need the frame in order to organise my slides.. Hmm, i think most of the HTML doc is done le lor.. oh my, now i think need to fill in content liao.. XUAN!! Kill me man.. haha.. work with bel can die.. wah piang.. help!!! anyway, chill.. i will b fine.. just need to rant out oni..

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` Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Mood was bad initially but thanks to Don, he cheered me up.. So sweet of him.. But in CATS clz, my face is damn bad.. haha.. just dun like pple in CATS.. meaning my grp.. They suckx.. Oh my god, can i blie wat i'm seeing.. Letch finally submitted sumthing to me.. Heavens hv answered my prayers.(KUA ZHANG).. Haiz.. btw, today My CATS teacher wanna speak to me about my grp bcoz he noticed my quietness and participation in the grp.. Haiz.. i quiet bcoz got nothing to talk to them about mah.

Anyway, VOLLEYBALL was damn fun.. I enjoyed it.. We had a friendly match among ourselves and we are the best team.. so happy.. But everyone was so supportive of one another.. they kept encouraging each other lor den i find that it's a very gd sportmanship attitude.. U guys rocks!!!

Today, me went out with Don.. We went J8.. ate dinner(beef noodle) den shopped arnd that area.. He found his material for his CATS artifact but me.. haiz still dunno how to get about it lor.. HELPPPPP!!! DOn, me your lucky star lor.. haha i helped you find your porpurri liao dun i get any reward? Aiyo!! haha.. Den me and Don went to play volleyball at the badminton court near the Bishan Loft.. haha.. It was so funny lor.. we played real badly.. haha.. den we sat and watched the old folks do some Wu Shu and Tai qi.. Aiyo we reli got nothing to do lor.. But it was fun la.. haha.. Looking forward to a next one Don!! haha..

Hmm, Opening of HELL GATE is on this coming friday (5th Aug) beware of those dirty things.. It may lingers right next to you now.. Take care everyone..

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` Tuesday, August 02, 2005
HeLLo..
Hmm, recently there's a lot of huge assignments duing in two weeks' time from now. CATS artifacts, Web Publishing(WP) Demo version for website and Fundamentals of Programming(FSP) i dunno even noe the content of my project yet for this topic.

I'm not so worried about WP and FSP bcoz i spoke to my grp b4 so we are more united now and co-operates well.. We even decided the days to do our project.. So gd..BUT.. Haiz.. CATS grp is still a a thorn in my flesh lor.. They simply dun reli put in effort in the project. I mean altoe we not same clz or watever reasons there are, we still hv to work as a responsible adult wat. do your work as told. But this pple are damn freaking bz pple lor. haha.. I just dun understand y.. If i can make the time for the project, y cant they? Are they try to prove that i'm capable and they are not? i reli dunno.. i feel that everyone is the same.. wat matters if they will to put in effort to work things out anot..

Well, me got an A for my WP and a D+ for my CM.. this id bad.. haha.. I lost to bel.. wat the hell.. arghh..COmmon test you suckx!

Todae, out of desperations for stress, i broke down into tears. haha, i feel so damn stress and i just cant tolerate it anymore bcoz i feel so burdened already yet Jason still scold me.. Argh.. i reli bth so i cried.. haha.. but it was just a few droplets of tears.. But i feel so much better after that. haha..

Jason, I cried out of stress so pls dun feel guilty!! Thanks for being there for me.. I reli appreciate that..

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` Monday, August 01, 2005
It's a SUNDAY morning and i feel damn bored coping at home. Dunno wat to do and where to go. Haha.. Sianz 1/2.. Finally, i decided to do sumting stupid.. Haha, i disturb everyone and home and they called me a PEST..haha, how can a pretty ger b a PEST? Haha.. JUST KIDDING.. later i bcome bhb again lor.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIAWATI!!!

My fren consulted me on this guy.. I feel that this guy is overall a nice guy altoe i always not on the 'gd' term with him. Seriously, if the ger is reading my blog now, me reli encourage u to go for him bcoz gd guy dun come so easily altoe his fren is a bastard. a damn freaking ass.. But his fren is his fren, he is he. i wun mixed them together. Hmm, if u reli yue xian yue sheng, i dun mind bcoz i feel that this guy is reliable. but if this will hurt u, dun u muz learn to so shou. haha.. Dun worie, no one noes who my fren is.. haha.. my lip is sealed. Trust me!

ALBERT DUN BE SAD! TRUTH WILL BE OUT SOON! CHEERS!

LOL.. I help my mama wash my younger brother's shoes. haha.. today will sue strike 4D le mama.. haha.. wash his stinking shoe.. haha.. lolz, bo, learn to be independent la. 11 yrs old liao lo.. all u do is your runescape warcraft and magic card.. pls la.. haha GROW UP man..

GERALD, GET WELL SOON..

Haiz.. i feel so bad.. XUAN and QI and JAC, paiseh.. me say sorie. Make up to u all for LUNCH.. Yummy.. haha.. i so nervous over the volleyball competition bcoz very very stressful for me.. haiz..My team very hao sheng.. die die die.. HELP! I'm going for volleyball this tues and thurs.. You guys? I feel so lucky to hv u guys as my buddies in NP.. love you all.. mwah




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