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` Tuesday, February 28, 2006
FreeDommmmmm~ after tomorrow..

Hmm, my last paper tmr.. i will be free after that most stressful paper of all.. Cant wait to finish the paper.. and also of coz score a fairly well grade. Hmm, a C+ will do.. i dun expect much.. because this is BIS PAPER.. wth...

Yea~ god please bless me with clear mind and peace at heart to conquer this paper well..
THANKS!!

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Monday, February 27, 2006
Fear...

Hmm, i feel a little worried about my BIS paper. I never pay attention in class during this lesson and also always skip this lessons.. Even got a warning leeter for my attendance for this module. Hmm, i wonder how will i fare for this paper.. I just dun wanna fail this BIS module.. Just a meagre pass will do the bits... I hope i hooe to pass this module.. Now i'm trying to absorb all the topic in the book.. A total of 12 topic i guess.. A hell lot of information to absorb. Hmm, i dun regret strting now or for sum who see this as late because i spent fruitful time with my love ones and friends.

Hee, i need lots of wishes of luck from everyone.. Please wish me luck.. Thanks...
God bless...

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Saturday, February 25, 2006
My NF paper is down.. left with BIS.. a major problem for me.. Hmm, will try to score for his sake as well as mine.. Wee~

Den, when home with MEL and KAI SHENG and DIN and 1 "guest star", ANDY. We all sat the same bus 74 and me, MEL and ANDY alighted at the same stop.. Hee.. Actually i feel shy to approached Andy and say "HI' but MEL and me discussing.. damn funny.. we did a mine show.. ahahaa.. just guessing with our gestures.. wee~

Den head to JASON's place for lunch den eat eat eat den guess wat, I SLPT because i tooooooo tired liao.. over NF lor.. Hee~~~

Yea~ We dropped by to Sentosa today.. It was a truly tiring day but quite fruitful i guess.. We played volleyball as well as frisbi.. Chasing here and there.. We even played soccer with our FILA volleyball.. Oh my.. Hee~ eeeeeee... i feel so dirty lor.. so sandy and sand cover everywhere of me even my butt aso got sand.. kaoz.. Nonetheless, fun is all i can describe.. smelly also.. haiz...

Hmm, cant wait to have fun again.. yea..~

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Thursday, February 23, 2006
Hmm...

A spasm of loneliness lingers in me..
Hee..

Exam stress..
Game stress..
Relationship stress..

My life is upside down... Hee..
But nvm, who cares...

I can manage all these with MEL..
Maybe the best thing i have ever had was to
have a real BOSOM FREIND, MEL.

THANKS MEL..
You nv fail to listen to my sorrow,
share with me the pain endured,
console me and lead me out of
the darkness...

Hmm, i reli feel happie to have
a wonderful fren like u..

Haa... Anyway, nothing is gonna
beat me down.. Hee..

I fend for myself..
Love NADIAH,
Put mysel before anyone..
I dun wish to get hurt again..
Wahaha...

CHEERIOS!!

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Exam is near...

Hmm, i'm still slacking..
Just dunno y..

The interest is not there.
Anyway, i will still try my best..
for his sake.. as well as mine..

Hmm, dunno wat else to blog le..
shall blog after my last paper on
1st March..

Den HOLIDAYZ..
Hurray!!

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Saturday, February 18, 2006
GOOD NEWS!!!

YEAH!!!
Miss Siti is getting...
ENGAGE on 5th March 06,
at 3.00pm..
Her place...
She inviting all students to her place..
Only ART student -SHIWEN's message..

So bad.. humph!! i cant bring my khakis..

But nadiah say "WHO CARES!"
i will still bring ah j and yk and wk and jh and
kl and everyone to share the joy together..

Hehe.. I'm so happie for Miss Siti..

may she enjoy blissful happily ever after..
Nadsiah's heartiest congrats to miss Siti..

Cheerios

Er..

Dunno me..
I was in good mood recently..
mel, me and J okie le..
I just cant leave him.. Sorrie..
But i'm sure you will be happie for me.. Right?

Anyway, exam is here.. stress anf fred over it but
er.. i will try for his sake as well as mine.

Hee, anyway, i just felt happie lately..
No reasons.
Just happie..
Cant explain myself either..
Hehe

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Monday, February 13, 2006
FOR THE GUYS TO READ..

please realize that the girl holding onto u..is PERFECT in their own special way.
The way she laughs..The way she sleeps..The way she loves you..The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.
She can always walk away and up,getting someone else who can love hermore.
For all you know,there is someone out there wooing heralready,but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..
There might also be someone out there..who is willing to love her more than youare lovingher now,fufill her every need and love her asmuch as sheloves you.
Understand that.
Girls have a huge guilty concience....imagine this, guys.When you are holding her today...and then you cheat on her by huggingand kissinganother gal.and then you run back to her...and u do the same....but you see love in her eyes...What do you think?Do you feel the hurt?Can you feel the guilt?
She loves you not because you aregood looking,have money,buy her things,make her parents happy,or that you have a car.
She loves you for who you are.Your every touch, every word you say, everythingyou do.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.Don't break her fragile heart.She is the only one who can love you that way.You won't wanna regret letting go of that specialgirl you have.For everything she has done for you, the leastyoucan do is to give her unconditional love as shehas given to you.
This is the advice i can give for guys.

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Monday, February 13, 2006
The Note:

nursing a broken heart.

looking for the other side
of her life.

Trying to cheer up..
bcoz smile is her tradeamark

Just hope to tide over this crisis.
God bless her.

smiling still,
nadiah

End of note.

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Friday, February 10, 2006
yeah.. finally all my assignment and project is done..

Hahahahaha..
1st is IAC - wah lao.. last min everyone tell me we do wrong and it's just 1 day to the presentation.. haiz.. den i one-man show lor.. i do the presentation.. myself.. but still lucky me, manage to finish the whole thing lor.. But report still havent finish so on that day itself i do the report with some help from my group mate..

2nd is COMT- also last min printed the hardcopy... lolz.. I think our presentation was the shortest among all.. The first group took nearly one hour to finish our presentation.. WTF...

3rd is UID.. - it was a breeze thru man.. haha.. the teacher has been fooled by us.. Yea.. also last min add things lor.. We even cheated the teacher, blaming on technical fault whereas we plug the wire out ourself boz we noticed we short of some information.. Do on the spot ad keep lying is the key to success..

4th is OOP walkthrough- this is later in the evening at 5.30.. havent been to walkthrought yet.. Currently still waiting till time passes to 5.30.. now is only 4.50.. Haiz.. But finally, i fnished OOP thanks to Mellissa.. She has been a great help.. THANK YOU MELLISSA.. love u gal..

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア



`Her

The gEr *

Nadiah

: * h.e.a.r.t. <3 潘贵文 much much

x'na
*_[F]riendster_*

'her.<3
[i]ce[c]ream
[s]hopping
[c]am[w]hore-ing
[g]aming
[e]ating

'her >=[
[r]oaches
[s]adness
[l]oneliness
[b]ackstabbers
[b]itches


`Her Rants



`[E]-xitss

*. GeRaLD .*
*. ChrIsTaBeL .*
*. JaQueLine IcE .*
*. Starry.Xuan .*
*. MeLLisSa .*
*. ZheN JiE 镇间 .*
*. JuLiuS .*
*. LiOneL .*
*. Ah Jac .*

*. Faggots .*
*. aManDa PigLet .*


Her Past ;

hatin` me w0nt make y0uu an inchh better off than ME;

there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart body and soul
how can it be you're askin` me to feel the things you never show


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