` Wednesday, May 30, 2007
E.X.P.L.I.C.I.T C.O.N.T.E.N.T
Please do not attempt to read this if you are 19 and below!!
Thank you for the co-operation..
Boss u cant read this.. hahahahaha..
Happy reading!!
1.
Kissing Is A Habit
Fuuckking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Father Is A Bast4rd
The Mother Is A Wh0re
This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber
Hadn't Tore!!
2.
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You don't multiply
3.
Roses are red
Lemons are sour
Open your legs and give me an hour
4.
sex is evil
sex is a sin
sins are forgiven
so stick it in
5.
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style & 69
Just for fun
Or getting paid
Everyone likes getting laid
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` Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Great Spore Sale [GSS]
hmm.. shopping time.. shop shop shop = broke broke broke.. Boss also going to be broke broke broke because he always pay for my food.. hmm..mm he broke = my turn to pay.. yesssss!!!
Boss tio scolding from his ah ma.. every time go dating.. Hmm.. who is that dated girl!! [*act blur] o.O
My da sao is my greatest enemy from my previous life. She keep picking on me.
I spend money also wrong. [She say i wasting $$]
I come back late also wrong. [She nags at me]
My hand phone bill too ex also wrong. [She say i talk too much on the phone]
I buy my things also wrong.. [She say i buy for the brand]
I do anything also wrong to her. Only she right, others all wrong. Only she clever, everyone all stupid. [er.. stupid me still make it to poly.]
Hai, poor mum.. also tio arrowed by her because only my mum arnd when she starts to nag. Mummy, I'm sorryyy!
But who cares.. Nadiah rocks.. I got the $$, got the energy, got the youth to party anrd. She is just plainly OLD
muahahaha..
evil grin =.='''
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` Tuesday, May 29, 2007
enjoy the process,
ignore the ending?
can someone really do that?!
Hmm, i wonder, wondering if i can do so.
I'm not mighty girl, cant totally ignore my feelings. It could be beyond controls at times. I love to follow my heart but situation doesn't permit me to do so.
I will end up with Jason eventually.. Is that what i really wan?!
My heart says "No" but my mind say "Yes"
No for my heart has no place for other guys except boss!
Yes for Jason is a more ideal person to be my husband!!
So choosing the process or i should choose the ending?!
This is really confusing. But i made a choice already. I may not be able to be with the guy i like for now, but feelings can be developed. So if i choose Jason, we might end up getting happily married because he give me more security compared to boss.. My feelings for Jason may not win boss but i believe it can be developed over time.
But for now, i just want follow my heart.. TO be with boss, what is the outcome? i dun wan to care.. but when it's time to let go, i hope boss can do so. I will do so too..
Love is painful when u have to made a choice!
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` Saturday, May 26, 2007
spend the day out shopping for GSS.. woot!! spent $105.50 just at the apple-ing giordano.. wth..
er.. a little too ex.. i can go zara or mango get a dress le.. the brand is better i suppose.. But dunno which damn part of me ask me to buy!!
me so stupiddd~~ arghh.. regretssss!
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` Friday, May 25, 2007
It's Friday!! woo~
simply love Friday.. Relaxation.. woo~
Hmm, ks is reli pushing us alot.. he gave us so many work.. I reli lazy to work, i just could balance my time between work, school work, relationship..
i just want to focus on my relationship but time do not permit. Work is inevitable, school has to be done.. wtf.. >=[
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` Thursday, May 24, 2007
Chatted with WC and Yirun. o.O
They made me realised what kind of life boss have been leading with them.. Appled!!
Guys will always be guys.. SO TICKO~ arghhhh..
Haha.. keep spamming those er.. *** emotions.. goodness! i feel so embarrassed at that point of time..
Hmm, seems like i have to do work again.. need to trash WC in dota, need to let Yirun trash me in badminton?! wooT!
busy dayyyy~ hehe
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` Thursday, May 24, 2007
An apple a day brightens up Gui wen's day.
I'm glad to be that apple. =))
Jingy, thks for the songs.. =) It's very nice.. woot! love u bitss <3
Fio~ let's go go makan more more.. yummy yum.. my lame khaki~
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` Wednesday, May 23, 2007
That's When I Love You
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what..
Boss this is for u!
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` Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I'm walkin' in the rain
(Walkin' in the rain)
She walkin' in the rain
Just walkin' in the rain'
He walkin' in the rain
(Walkin' in the rain)
They walkin' in the rain
Just walkin' in the rain'
We walkin' in the rain
(Walkin' in the rain)
Walkin' in the rain,
And so, she blushed
and smile again. :)
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` Tuesday, May 22, 2007
The guy who broke my heart is Boss!
I did all i can to secure his position in my heart, secure his insecurity, secure his inferiority.
But how can he break his promises again and again?! He told me he will brave through all these difficulties with me, share my woes and burden but why?! When i need him most, he chose to leave. He was the pillar of strength for me to move on, get things done, endure all the stress and pestering but he chose to leave me.
When he told me last night that he has something to tell me but asking me not to get angry, i knew he was going to say it "AGAIN!" I was hesitating to hear him out or just avoid but things have to be trashed out after all.
Yes, as what i expected he said "Nadiah, I'm giving u up!" These are the last words on earth i would ever want to hear it from him. I dun wan to give boss up, why must he do this to me?! Even he, the only one i can depend on, left me to battle on my own. Well, when he said that, my heart shattered! The pain was crucifying but i din shed any tears. I was holding everything deep inside my heart. The torment in my heart is killing me. I was in daze. Trying hard to hang on to whatever problems I'm facing.
Perhaps, my heart for love has died. I waited the whole night for boss to sms me or call me. But he didn't. In fact, the words and assurance i want to hear from boss came from another guy's mouth. I just want Jason's words to be coming out from boss..
For Jason, i will never go back to him. Boss is everything to me now in my heart but boss threw it all.
I gave boss up at 6.30am on 22 May 2007. Tear shed = 0. My heart is dead.
Boss gave me the time of my life. He spell b.l.i.s.s. and I learnt the meaning! I will remember the time we spend together although it lasted only for 3 weeks++
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` Monday, May 21, 2007
A day off from work == babysitting =))
spell b.l.i.s.s.
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` Friday, May 18, 2007
I simply <3 life after work.
Last night was a life experience of a mass rapid train gushing up your body, turning your body to be a dying weakling!!
Erm, 3 words to describe my feeling, hot fulfilling satisfaction
Girls and boys, please do not try this at home! =)
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` Thursday, May 17, 2007
Rainy day~ cool weather and extremely cold! Was practically freezing because was wearing skirt..
Went to Singapore Post@Paya Lebar to eat.. Took a cab down.. oh was drenched because i suppose to get in first, den yea jingy went in w/o her umbrella close so waiting for her meanwhile standing in the rain. =)
Reach there, was real windy. was on the phone and yea, both hands were busy, one holding hp, one umbrella and wallet. =) hmm no more hand to hold on my skirt and blouse.. woo~ flying here and there.. =)
We head to the KFC to eat our meeall... Yummy i ate bandito meal, changed my drink to milo and trade my whipped potato to cheeze fries so that i can share share.. =)
We head to watson to get umbrella.. Jingy was buying 2 foldable umbrella, one pink another lime green for only 3+.. woo~ nice bargains!
I head to NTUC to get a drink.. yes! was talking on the phone so as usual no hand.. yea.. was at the counter paying.. and my hands were pretty occupied so din realise the my umbrella hook my skirt up.. yes.. yes.. dunno if pple got see what colour i was wearing beneath.. maybe wasn't that jialat..
For those who saw, good for u.. for those dun, maybe next time.. that was a careless mistake..
Took a cab back, yea.. i din realise that there was a guy inside so i was like going in den eh.. got someone so i laughed and apologies.. The guy too dark la, camouflaged with the seat of the cab. =) i told jingy and she has the same sentiment as me. lol.. great minds thinks alike..
AS usual, hands was pretty occupied and was er... alittle drenched.. yea.. wanted to go out by the right door together with jingy and guess what..
She slammed the door and walked real fast to the lift. I was like "uh" and laughing away.. well, i got no hand to open the door mah, so i adjusted all my things to my left hand and open the door.. The security guard and another old man was laughing away.. yea, and me too.. Keep telling jingy, "ni peng you hai mei you xia che" but i guess she din hear that.. i was practically laughing at her Kanchiong-nism..
Hmm, we were pretty late alr.. We left at 1.40 and was back only like 3.40.. yea 2 hrs break..
a pretty nice lunch out with them =)
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` Thursday, May 17, 2007
Deep within me, i feel lost! I ever wonder why was i even existing in this world in the 1st place?!
Hankering over studies.
Hankering over material stuff.
Hankering over beauty.
Hankering over guys.
Hankering over stupid issues.
Hankering over relationship.
I don't have a reason to move on with life. My future seems very bleak! Am i living in the shadow of others or living for myself?!
I studied because my parents told me to.
I beautify because my friends told me to.
I live life with other people's expectation.. What about mine?!
I have been a cheerful girl but hidden behind those smile are pains, agony that only she noes it best. They were her best friends.
But well, life turn for the better i supposed!
I have 2 great working friends! [jingy n fio]
I have enlarged my circle of friends!
I meet the guy of my dream!
I have experienced the time of my life. LABELLED it the "WONDERFUL moments of my life". But HE IS SO SO SLOW!! SLOW POK!!
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` Wednesday, May 16, 2007
3 words to describe how i feel today:
1. slpy (yawn~)
2. pissed (appled!!)
3. pain (ouch!!)
Gosh!! C.l.e.a.r?!
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` Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Time to practice my English today.
Allow me to blog about my boss, KS whom i find him to be quite an interesting guy!
Perhaps, we are super lucky.. arghhhh. aiyo use normal english la.. like that type dunno until when den i finish.. Kao.
Okie me strt le..
Hmm. I always try to escape to lunch w/o my boss.. but damn suay one lor.. sure tio him.. KAO~
3 timess..wt apple~~
1. We heading to go lunch but was stopped and asked " go lunch huh? i coming with u!"
Oh apple, that was the 1st time.. lol.. he eat super fast, eating with him seems lime racing against time.. i also eat fast fast.. woo~ cant catch up with him so i gave up my food.. i think i ate half of it only.. Oh gosh! was feeling hungry when i'm back to the office.. Oh, he borrowed $2 from Hjing.. lol.. lucky he needs to head to the bank den only i have private moment with my girl.
2. We purposely went for late lunch because he got the tendency to go for lunch at 12. SIANZ~ i made wrong calculation.. PS team ask him for lunch and he said he had HEAVY BREAKFAST!! wt apple.. i miscalculated! sian sian sian.. I even forced him to go lunch with them. i said "Eh lunch cannot skip de.. must eat.. go la go la~" he replied me " i can go later mah~!" Zzz
AN hr later, Q asking "ANYONE FOR LUNCH?!" wah sian.. no one ans her.. Hjing on earpiece, KS act blur.. dun care.. I bo bian must answer her.. i said " hmm, we need to wait for PS team to come back!"
Den she left, 5 min later PS team came back! i faster escape for lunch but tio caught! haiz KS ask "i go with u!" I want to kill myself ar.. Q ask him like 5 min ago, lol he dun go, den come with us.. Argh.. he very zi dong. kao~
Oh he ate fish soup with rice. i noticed he talk alot.. His rice keep escaping out of his mouth. i was sitting right in front of him. Can u imaging how hard i try not to laugh?!! wahahahaha.. i was like.. enduring throughout the meal. His rice anyhow shoot one! there is this 1 particular rice, stuck on his lip and drop back into the bowl den i think he ate it and the rice escape again..
lol.. i reli laughing reli hard now just thinking back..
3. The 3rd time was today, i was too hungry because had only sandwiches for dinner.. so we went for lunch at 12. He FOLLOWED!! argh.. i was the 1st to escape, HUIJING got caught!! lol.. okie raining.. we bring umbrella.. he needs to take his umbrella from his car! we faster escape, walk or zoom to the carpark.. leaving him behind. Oh i feel bad!! so i ask them to wait for him..
As usual, he wan to eat fish soup with rice but both stall closed! He went to get nasi lemak. Oh gosh, he eat reli fast! Our food not here yet and he finished.. As usual,he talks and eat, eat and talk.. rice fly here and there.. i see huijing anf fiona trying not to laugh den i reli bth so I LAUGHED! i think ks was like "huh?"
But i reli bth..
i type so much liao.. laugh until my tear come out.. pple will think i nuts.. laugh at my screen.. =)
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` Monday, May 14, 2007
High heels.
O.f.f.i.c.i.a.l
My 1st heels day today.. =)
my feelings: gosh!
painful + difficult to walk..
blame my family.. why u guys wear my flat shoes! at least leave me a pair. damn sian.. i will chop whoever legs that used my flat shoes today!!
high heels = living t.o.r.t.u.r.e
My goodness!!
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` Sunday, May 13, 2007
i love to eat so
my foresight about me is
a fatty to be = n.a.d.i.a.h
yes yes.. i noe.. it's okie.. fat = "fu"
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` Friday, May 11, 2007
H mm.. haven't been blogging for long.. most prob will be giving up blogging soon. I feel extremely annoying when i work with Q. She sucks. She made me do sai kang job..
1. She place a document on my desk, i wonder who does it belongs to: she came and say "Oh, I'm waiting for u. Can u please blanko out the 2 alphabets. I was it to be transact instead of transaction.. i was like WTF.. Can u like do it yourself. Damn her.. and worst, she strt digging out all the files and ask me to do the same..
Damn bloody bitch man..
2. I was busy with my work. She call me and said "hmm, nadiah do you know where these softcopies are?" i was like Hmm.. sorry i dunno. Den she goes again "U are with the sales and marketing dept, YOU SHOULD KNOW!" and i go " hmm, i reli dunno" and she goes again "can u please find for me?"
Oh apple, how the hell would i know where the documents are placed?? There are damn hell of alot PC in the compamy.. Sucks..
3. She ask me to make some changes to a doc.. but she gave me the pdf formatted file. WTH.. ask me to follow the layout and images.. APPLE!! i have to slowly alight and printscreen.. I took the entire day to clear her damn things.
And worst of all, she is damn freaking particular about the layout. I tried my best to stick to that freaking layout using paint to edit.. This apple-ing comp do not even have simple designing application.
Even after pdf the file, i sent it to her. She sent it make to me and ask me make changes to like.. hmm " i find the line a little to big, can u like make it thinner and resend me in pdf format?"
Argh.. this damn comp take about 10 min to pdf the file.. for every single request she wan to change, i have to re-pdf it.. and guess what i did it for like 10 -15 times. she want this she wan that..
The most pekcek thing is aft i manage to did it[OT at that point of time], she say "hmm, anyway u send me today i also wun be able to see and send the client because he have alr left from work!" Damn apple-ing pekcek, den still make me stay back and finish. Her mother TOOT!!
4. The most recent one, she drag me to give support to the client.. Bleah >,< i reject her.. woohoo.. using BIG BOSS name.. lol..
I HATE Q.. SHE SUCKS A BIG TIME..
SHe is damn feaking proud of this line.
"OH! this is my 6 pregnancy and my 3rd child." Hmm she is proud having to miscarriage or she is proud that her hubby made love to her so many times.. =X
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` Wednesday, May 02, 2007
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