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` Thursday, June 28, 2007
I must blog about this experience i had on bus 31 because if u are taking bus 31, u might have chances to face this bus captain so dun be surprised or think otherwise. He is not crazy, He is plain POLITE and FRIENDLY.

Do nominate him as one of your "star" bus captain alright?!!

Let me introduce to you his 口头禅

谢谢大家
放工了
轻松了
回家休息
不要乱跑
明天会更好
谢谢。

Isn't he real cute and polite?!! Do nominate him. But i wonder if he create this 口头禅 himself?!! He makes real great effort to please u passengers so do appreciate it.

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` Wednesday, June 27, 2007
fiona rated my blog NC16.
She is still waiting for mature contents to be uploaded before she grade my blog M18

For R21 blog, please view www.atemptressinme.blogspot.com because mine will nv be a R21 blog.

thanks.

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` Wednesday, June 27, 2007
WTF.. Initially, i tio fucking dragged into some Intel project standard package thingy. I was only told to do Excel Template Interface Design only..

SBS and now that fucking KS ask me to learn how to put in simple programming codes to the action buttons. He only noe how to KJW..
He said "Aiya the codings all very simple one.. Just some simple mathematical terms like qty * amount = subtotal. no scientific calculation at all what.." He also said "Aiya u can one la. u add the formula in den over time we can just change the formula to fit other country. Not difficult." And his LJ last words is "Consult Soon Shiong

NBCB, he talk talk talk.. SBS Up til now, still haven't standardize the damn 3A4 template. How can we start on our template?!! The fucking dateline is so tight, he still so fussy about the mandatory fields. MCB, he fucking no meaning. Ask me to do some many things as if i got all the time in the world.

Arghhhh.. so simple he fucking dunno how to do himself meh.. CB, stupid buckgay.. hahahaha.. =))

finish scolding le.. sb shuang!!!

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` Wednesday, June 27, 2007
[G]ym [F]renzy


CALLING OUT ALL GYM ADDICTS AND GYM ADDICTS WANNA_BE!!!



Want to be like her?! Take up gyming now!! Don't wait!!


Gym-ing is much easier compared to those strenuous exercises like jogging, swimming.

Gym is a sport that allow focus to be set on. You can choose to focus on building up your back muscles, your chest muscles. Anyway u like!! This is the advantage. Toning up your body now at BISHAN SPORT COUNCIL OR YIO CHU KANG SPORT COUNCIL!!

Admission fee of S$2.50 will be charged.. Please be properly geared and a hand towel is needed for entrance else you can choose to purchase them at the counter.

Promoting ends here.

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wahahahahaha.. gosh.. i sounded so kuku.. promoting gym!! wth.. i got nth better else to blog la.. dun have any happenings to update.. so do bo liao stuff.. no happy can dun read.. wee~ Some additional treatsss.. for my loyal fan.. mellissa.. =)


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` Tuesday, June 26, 2007
INCREASING WORKLOAD WON'T PUT [S]upergirl DOWN!!!

•x[N]a™• ナディア ♥ PHUAH GUI WEN *bite u* says:
hai
•x[N]a™• ナディア ♥ PHUAH GUI WEN *bite u* says:
i think gd period is over
•x[N]a™• ナディア ♥ PHUAH GUI WEN *bite u* says:
i have alot of things to do le..
•x[N]a™• ナディア ♥ PHUAH GUI WEN *bite u* says:
PS excel templates
•x[N]a™• ナディア ♥ PHUAH GUI WEN *bite u* says:
PD program testing
•x[N]a™• ナディア ♥ PHUAH GUI WEN *bite u* says:
S&M brochure printing, consolidate feedback, address feedback issue. e-learning, proposal
•x[N]a™• ナディア ♥ PHUAH GUI WEN *bite u* says:
NP SCHOOL REPORT

WOOT! My dept is everywhere.. hahaha Nadiah 满天下.. [S]upergirl... fly fly fly.. =) zoommm...

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` Monday, June 25, 2007
He say it BEST..

Dear Nadiah,
I love you.
You have a nice smile.
You make me feel blessed.
You should sleep more.
Someday I will er... learn cycling to cycle with you...?.
You + me = blissful times.
If I saw you now I'd hug you.
I want to hug and kiss you.
I would build a brick house just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be
wei yi by me myself =D.
We could dance under the stars.
Love,
boss
P.S. you are my supergirl, my apple sushi.

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` Saturday, June 23, 2007
a b.l.u.n.d.e.r we made lead to hell loads of lies.. bad sinful deed!!! HAIZ.. I HATE TO LIE.. but this is what we call WHITE LIE.

If wast for this white lie, we may cause destruction to another person or worst, the devil in the other person to resurfaced. Well, so white lies helped!!

Learn to speak some white lies to get your way thru.. =))

so everyone, please say "you are pretty!!" to me.. greatly appreciated..

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` Thursday, June 21, 2007
She has a night out with her old peeps at PP[Parkway Parade]. Our GUIDES's NIGHTOUT, DOVE UNITED!!!

She was late, hmm as usual. Her peeps were starving. Ooh, she forget to introduce her peeps to the readers. Well her peeps were Tendy and Sarah. Gosh, she got toot in her nehneh.. Great!! Damn it Tendy..


Sarahhhh & Tendyyyy


Starving girls slogged their guts down the stream, up the hill and finally TA-DAH they reached their destination, FISH & Co. Hmm actually it's just next to Starbuck, the place they embarked from.
They settled down after along struggled walk. Hmm.. well.. the waiter is cute. He is so KUKU~ Some treat for you.. Yummy.. But it's relatively cold. SUCKS!!


FOOODDDD!!!


We ordered our food, Seafood Platter as well as New York Fish and Chips. For drinks, i went with some mango-ish cocktail with tequila mixed. Oh gosh i had extra dosage of tequila added to my mango-ish drink. S shot glass per mango-ish cocktail and i had 2 of that drink. I had 3 original shot glass of tequila and helped Tendy with 1/2 a shot glass. In total, woot! 5 1/2 shot glass and guess I'm still standing. My 1st tequila experience.
Oh Ten shared her LOVE experiences with us. Ooh.. Guide failed to correct her. X). Yea she find the waitress serving us hot. Guess a "unique" taste she had there. I cant see the reason why would i want to call that waitress "HOT"!! Gosh.. =)

Nice Time out!! MOS next time girlsss X)


Crazy US!!


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` Wednesday, June 20, 2007
We hate KS! He is a big time SPOILER!!

everyone sing along..

WE HATE KS..
WE HATE KS..
HE HAS SMALL HEAD BUT HE HAS BLACK HEART..
HE SE-PA-RA-TED US, WE WILL KICK HIS ASS..

EVERYONE SING ALONG..

WE HATE KS..
WE HATE KS..

YEA!!!

what a song!!

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` Tuesday, June 19, 2007
"Give it 2 Me" by Timbaland really turns on the spirit to move with the groove. The beat of the song makes the muscle of your body react with the song. It seemed almost automatic turning on the swayness of your body as well as the movement of your head to flow in with the song when u had your earpieces into your ears fully.

Perhaps another song i would recommend is "Get It Poppin" by Fat Joe. The song has nice momentum for a slow sway at certain phrases of the song. This song is not as hectic as the song above because this song is relatively a slow sway, more to R&B groove.

For some love heavy metal, try catching "Maria" by Hmm some korean singer. The drumming sensation is awesome. Perhaps this song has more focus on the drumming. But the guitarist is good as well. Love his effect added to the song.

Oh dear, I just love swaying along with the song. Probably those at the bus stop and those on the bus saw me swaying!! =)

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` Monday, June 18, 2007
Hmm a picture i took after i woke up from my lalaland. Well taken by Photographer Paul. tsk tsk.. Thank u!! Enjoy!!



When i smile a little =)



Hmm. gosh i have really grown up. I used to be a plain jane.. A real plain jane that doesn't hanker over image at any single bit but now, i do mind a little about how i look outside. Perhaps forgo the make up because i prefer natural look but i serious have grown up from a girl to a woman to be. Thks to everyone who play a part to my growing period. I love u all.

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` Monday, June 18, 2007
l.o.v.e is complex. I'm in a big big love triangle now. Guys, please disperse from me. I dun need guys anymore to be arnd me. Thks. and for those who are going to woo me, please reconsider. I wun consider u at all because i alr had 2 to think about. THKSS in advance. =)

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` Friday, June 15, 2007
The s.t.i.c.k.y.n.i.s.m in her is resurfaced. Oh dear, how can she contain them within her w/o letting them out. But she simply has no control over them anymore because her heart gave way. =)

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` Thursday, June 14, 2007
She need some rest badly. y.a.w.n o.O
She hasn't been slping well recently.

On Sunday to Monday, she was on the phone with him the whole night till she was so tired that she fall ill den went to see a doc for MC for her absence from work.

On Monday to Tuesday, she waiting for him to reply or call her the whole night. She send numerous SMS and call to him but he refused to answer her. Painstakingly, she waited the whole night for him but he never reply her though.

On Tuesday to Wendesday, she got herself drunk as claimed by everyone. Reached home pretty late arnd 2-3. She slpt til 5+am and gave him a call. He was on the way home.

On Wednesday to Thursday, she talk to boss the whole night til 5am and poof~ she has gone to lala land.

So from Sunday til Wednesday, wahaha.. mathematics time!!
1 day = 24 hrs
so 4 days = 24 X 4
= 96

Total slping hours she has = 3 + 3
= 6

So fraction of slping = 6/96
= 1/16 hrs

Percentage = 1/16 X 100%
= 6.25%

Woot!!!! she is a pro tonner.. love her bitz bitz <3

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I can feel that I wasn't that important to him anymore since last nitz incident.
He used to choose me over game/friends but today, he choose to dotA than to talk to me on MSN. Hmm..mm guess i really threw it all. Even last nitz, he din even call me about the progress, to check if I'm home. Just leaving me in Jason's responsibility to get me safe home.

Well, my fault. no one to blame. =) brave it on, Nadiah! seek happiness in something else beside relationship or love.

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Under the influence of alcohol and medication, she couldn't control her stability. But she is still clear about those happenings arnd her..

The 1st place she dozing off was on the couch in the living room. Boss ask Mel if she can rest in his room.

She mistook boss as some other guys, keep asking boss not to touch her and keep saying "I have a boyfriend!"

She keep insisting she can walk herself even though she cant walk straight on her own w/o falling down.

She ignore calls from her Mum and Jason.

She complaint about WORK and still WORK to both boss and Jason.

She vomited 3 times. Toilet once, along Mel's corridor and lastly under Jason's block.

She fell off the bed at least twice.

She slpt on a double queen size bed with blankets over her.

Boss came into the room numerous times.

All the fags went down together with boss sending her off to Jason. They said something like "brother brother" thingy. Couldn't make out what they actually say because too much interaction. Her brain was slow.. =)

She reached home and saw her brother, mother was waiting at the door. She noes her mum cried. But she cant do anything about it because she cant even stand up str on her own.

She create a commotion at home waking up her younger brother and dasao and nephew. Her mum and brother was already awake. She feel bad but at that point of time, she only wants to slp.

She changed into her slping wear in the kitchen. Her mum was asking everyone not to enter the kitchen. She was lazy to go to the toilet. Her mum ask her to shower, she keep pushing her mum away, wanted to do thing on her own. And she fell so she just sat there for 5 min.

She head to bed. She called boss to report her safety. In her semi-conscious mode, she heard her mum saying "" er.. she forget. All she remembered saying was "I'M NOT DRUNK!"

That was her experience for u. =) enjoy.. But 2 reminders for girls.
1. Don't get yourself drunk if you don't know who u are with can be trusted.
2. Taking medication with alcohol can be life threatening. Don't attempt doing that.. Overdosing may occur because medicine with alcohol reacts real fast..

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Dear stupid kuku gonggong prince,

love is not measurable by time but by depth.
Giving up is a painful process.

So do you really want to give up?!!
Love don't come easily.

Memories do stay, no doubt but love can fade. No feeling lingers in her already. Give u and her some chance to make the difference. Do not easily think of giving up because u cut her even deeper than merely just scolding her?! I bet she will be crying 1 whole night! I noe her well. Hai, your foolishness caused misery to her. Worth it?!!

Your sincerely,
pretty girl =)

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` Thursday, June 07, 2007
The person i do not like in office is Q.

She fucking no meaning. Don't come to work then keep calling up to ask Jingy find contacts, file.. WTF.. Want to work from home den still trouble others to clear her fucking backside.. Doing saikang job for her even she is not in the office. This is damn fucking no meaning.. Keep calling in, asking to do stupid stuffs. Even after asking for help, well there is simply no appreciation given e.g. thank you. It seems as if we are ought to do all these things..Obtained such high level of education but she din even passed her basic courtesy etiquette.
Perhaps up in her head, she has no fucking space for courtesy, she must have shove it up her ass.. Oh lucky it was up her ass, not her vagina else her daughter might not make it out through her vagina because it's stuck with her courtesy etiquette. If that is the case, her daughter is coming out from her ass that makes her daughter a shitty girl. Oh hope she dun learn to be like her mum.

Anyway, wishing her a smooth delivery =))

The second person that i really dont like is KS.

He is one fucking stick-to-the-mud idiot. Super duper rigid. Inflexible old basket. Fuck, he cant even discipline his kids well. His kids are like spoilt brats, making nuisance out of themselves. Well, he took me as a supergirl. I email him that I'm having a sorethroat so recording should wait till i recovered but he bending on getting it done. What does he want to prove? Prove to boss that the tutorial is good with voice. Boss alr give his opinion to just stick to the previous one but this damn fucking guy insisted on making a new one. He damn fucking want to show off leh.. Showing off using my work, claiming the work to be done under his instruction that is why things are done that well. FUCK!! It's my ability and perfectionism! all he do is to talk talk talk and fucking give instruction.

And worst, I emailed him that I am taking 2 days MC but he replied me 1 day with addition to more work given to be completed before I go on MC. WTF.. I'm the patient here.. Well i replied him, i will try but most prob, will cnue when i return to work.

Oh gosh, enough of scolding. makes me real evil.
Enjoy =)

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Wednesday, June 06, 2007
U.N.W.E.L.L

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` Wednesday, June 06, 2007
vulgarism argument leads to no meaning. What was the output?!! still nothing..

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` Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Simon, please stop tagging me if u are not happy about my posting. I don't need feedbacks from you. What you and pink did was too horrendous!! Forcing me?!! This will be the last warning i issuing to u. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. Because of your stupidity, i don't think we are even friends now.. Same goes to PINK. Let her know.
I won't like u no matter what. And quit those meaningless betting u have with your friends.. U will never get me so just pay the money and stop bugging me.
Well going NS soon right, go and fuck those gays there. My challenge to u.. Are u GAME?!

Meaningless asshole.

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` Tuesday, June 05, 2007
[T]reats for laugh!!

Pictures shows it all!! Some hidden dark ugly side of [h]er and [h]er clicks!! Woot! Do not attempt to steal the pictures. It's locked with IP tracking device so i know who steal my pictures. Well, i will jolly well block u from my blog. =))Peace out!!


Row 1:
From left to right: act cute... lying down... Twist...



Row 2:
From left to right: reflection... Twist2... WHAT la...



Row 3:
From left to right: All in the bus...




Okie guys. time to switch!! Enough of seeing her pictures, well shall shows u some other pictures of her clicks!!

Row 4:
From left to right: Astro boy... Super emo...



Row 5:
From left to right: Eat eat eat... KPool@Cine...



Row 6:
From left to right: "Specky" Nephew... Housefly nephew...



Row 7:
From left to right: POSE PLS... CHIP-PY time...



Row 8:
From left to right: Yuki kiyu... Sun sun... PEACE!!!



Row 9:
From left to right: Let me out... Drop dead now...



RANDOM MIXTURE!!! Rojakk time..... woot!!

Row 10:
From left to right: Jasonnnnnnnnn Tayyyyyy Zhiiiii Weiiiiii =)



Row 11:
From left to right: Phuahhhhhhhh Guiiiiiii Wennnnnnnn =]



Row 12:
From left to right: Mixtureeeeee...




Closing [P]icturess.. Mixed Spam Time!

Row 13:
From left to right: Spam 01



Row 14:
From left to right: Spam 02



Row 15:
From left to right: Spam 03



Row 16:
From left to right: Spam 04



Row 17:
From left to right: Spam 05





That's all the [U]gly hidden pictures that i dare not upload to Friendster. =) Enjoy the [U]gly me.. wahaha.. =) I do have my [U]gly sides too.. Everyone does i suppose.. U, me, he, she, they, them, us and everyone.. UGLY sidessss...

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` Tuesday, June 05, 2007
A week w/o all big bosses in the office.

SIMPLY AWESOME.. slacking real hard.. try to occupy my day with stumbles and friendster and msn.

That is slacker's job.. occupy junks to fill up their day, leaving on the dot to enjoy their after work.

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` Monday, June 04, 2007
[A]pple's night out with him~~

Lunch or perhaps high tea at Swensens followed by
window shopping around Suntec and Marina Square. Places we covered for window shopping were Toy r us, XL John Little, CarreFour.

Stopped by the KOI garden to do some stupid bluetooth thingy. Was waiting and waiting and ta-dah, a bluetooth request received. Boss accepted and guess what we received!! SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!! woot!! =.='''

Haha.. headed to our [S]ecret [H]ideout and chit chat, play and er.. shhh.. =)
Love my PSP session.. 2 words to describe it; [horrendously tenterhooking]. hehe..

Supper at MAC Den home swt home.. Woot!!

tiredddd~

signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア

` Monday, June 04, 2007
[S]upergirl [E]xperience..

two words to describe that;
[horrendously scary]

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`Her

The gEr *

Nadiah

: * h.e.a.r.t. <3 潘贵文 much much

x'na
*_[F]riendster_*

'her.<3
[i]ce[c]ream
[s]hopping
[c]am[w]hore-ing
[g]aming
[e]ating

'her >=[
[r]oaches
[s]adness
[l]oneliness
[b]ackstabbers
[b]itches


`Her Rants



`[E]-xitss

*. GeRaLD .*
*. ChrIsTaBeL .*
*. JaQueLine IcE .*
*. Starry.Xuan .*
*. MeLLisSa .*
*. ZheN JiE 镇间 .*
*. JuLiuS .*
*. LiOneL .*
*. Ah Jac .*

*. Faggots .*
*. aManDa PigLet .*


Her Past ;

hatin` me w0nt make y0uu an inchh better off than ME;

there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart body and soul
how can it be you're askin` me to feel the things you never show


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