` Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Hmm, I feel a little disappointed in this friendship of ours.. A little too fragile.. It cant withstand problems.. I do cherish our friendship alot.. seriously, i do..
I remember frm the we play a game in CATS class.. only den i noticed you... I dun mean i din notice you but you gave me an air of proudness til i reli see you that day. Hmm, Frm msn to our first lunch at Canteen 1.. Chat for quite sumtime about the philosblah of love. It was just like yesterday i found you, But today when i woke up, i lost you. I dunno what made the coldness among us.. Maybe it was Jason.. or it wasnt or wat ever your reason is, i just dun wish to see my frenship goes down the drain.. It was all meant to be a test initially but since you noe it, you ignored me. I msg you on msn, no reply.. sms you.. no reply either.. well i reli duno wat is with you.. But.. it was all a lie.. A close fren to nothing now.. That is a real big lost for me.. i nv lose a fren b4 but i noe that the feeling i had now is very confusing.. and i feel abit lost.. i reli dunno wat i can do to salvage our frenship but.. pls show me sum indication to cnue or give up.. take care.. you are the best buddy i had.. see ya arnd
signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア