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` Thursday, January 19, 2006
Feeling abit numbed and expressionless...

I dunno wat to say about my relationship, family, life and school..

Practically, everything is very intense for me now..
I just feel so so so.. stress and confused..
I aso dunno wat else to help myself..
I dun have any support frm anyone.. so i feel rather lost at times.

I do have a family but i seldom can feel at home eventhough i'm at home.
I do have a boyfriend but i dun feel the support i have frm him altoe he is just by me.
I have friends but practically all my frenz are busy with sch and life.
I have myself but myself is now so lost and confused so myself cannot think properly.
Hmm, so how?

I just think i will smile my way thru..
and bring light to my darkest hours.

I blie in GOD. so he will help me breeze thru this tides..
Thanks god..

P.S i wun give up on him bcoz everyone has their busiest time.
I will support him as well as myself during this period of time bcoz he need me support.
I will have to be strong bcoz everyone need me..
Dear, i love you.
Mum, Dad i still love you.
My family, i will support u.
My frenz, i will wait for you.

Thanks Mellissa for being there for me..
=).. mwah3
My life, i will have to make you suffer for a while.
signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア



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[c]am[w]hore-ing
[g]aming
[e]ating

'her >=[
[r]oaches
[s]adness
[l]oneliness
[b]ackstabbers
[b]itches


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`[E]-xitss

*. GeRaLD .*
*. ChrIsTaBeL .*
*. JaQueLine IcE .*
*. Starry.Xuan .*
*. MeLLisSa .*
*. ZheN JiE 镇间 .*
*. JuLiuS .*
*. LiOneL .*
*. Ah Jac .*

*. Faggots .*
*. aManDa PigLet .*


Her Past ;

hatin` me w0nt make y0uu an inchh better off than ME;

there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart body and soul
how can it be you're askin` me to feel the things you never show


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