`[H]er [L]ife; s.m.i.l.e .Dark.iLLuSiOn.rOx.her.wOrLd. `
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` Thursday, May 17, 2007
Deep within me, i feel lost! I ever wonder why was i even existing in this world in the 1st place?!
Hankering over studies.
Hankering over material stuff.
Hankering over beauty.
Hankering over guys.
Hankering over stupid issues.
Hankering over relationship.

I don't have a reason to move on with life. My future seems very bleak! Am i living in the shadow of others or living for myself?!

I studied because my parents told me to.
I beautify because my friends told me to.
I live life with other people's expectation.. What about mine?!

I have been a cheerful girl but hidden behind those smile are pains, agony that only she noes it best. They were her best friends.

But well, life turn for the better i supposed!
I have 2 great working friends! [jingy n fio]
I have enlarged my circle of friends!
I meet the guy of my dream!

I have experienced the time of my life. LABELLED it the "WONDERFUL moments of my life". But HE IS SO SO SLOW!! SLOW POK!!
signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア



`Her

The gEr *

Nadiah

: * h.e.a.r.t. <3 潘贵文 much much

x'na
 *_[F]riendster_*

'her.<3
[i]ce[c]ream
[s]hopping
[c]am[w]hore-ing
[g]aming
[e]ating

'her >=[
[r]oaches
[s]adness
[l]oneliness
[b]ackstabbers
[b]itches


`Her Rants



`[E]-xitss

*. GeRaLD .*
*. ChrIsTaBeL .*
*. JaQueLine IcE .*
*. Starry.Xuan .*
*. MeLLisSa .*
*. ZheN JiE 镇间 .*
*. JuLiuS .*
*. LiOneL .*
*. Ah Jac .*

*. Faggots .*
*. aManDa PigLet .*


Her Past ;

hatin` me w0nt make y0uu an inchh better off than ME;

there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart body and soul
how can it be you're askin` me to feel the things you never show


allRIGHTSreserved
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