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` Tuesday, May 29, 2007
enjoy the process,
ignore the ending?

can someone really do that?!
Hmm, i wonder, wondering if i can do so.

I'm not mighty girl, cant totally ignore my feelings. It could be beyond controls at times. I love to follow my heart but situation doesn't permit me to do so.

I will end up with Jason eventually.. Is that what i really wan?!
My heart says "No" but my mind say "Yes"

No for my heart has no place for other guys except boss!
Yes for Jason is a more ideal person to be my husband!!

So choosing the process or i should choose the ending?!
This is really confusing. But i made a choice already. I may not be able to be with the guy i like for now, but feelings can be developed. So if i choose Jason, we might end up getting happily married because he give me more security compared to boss.. My feelings for Jason may not win boss but i believe it can be developed over time.

But for now, i just want follow my heart.. TO be with boss, what is the outcome? i dun wan to care.. but when it's time to let go, i hope boss can do so. I will do so too..

Love is painful when u have to made a choice!
signing.off -[N]a.*- ナディア



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[r]oaches
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*. GeRaLD .*
*. ChrIsTaBeL .*
*. JaQueLine IcE .*
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Her Past ;

hatin` me w0nt make y0uu an inchh better off than ME;

there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart body and soul
how can it be you're askin` me to feel the things you never show


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