`[H]er [L]ife; s.m.i.l.e .Dark.iLLuSiOn.rOx.her.wOrLd. `
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` Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Under the influence of alcohol and medication, she couldn't control her stability. But she is still clear about those happenings arnd her..

The 1st place she dozing off was on the couch in the living room. Boss ask Mel if she can rest in his room.

She mistook boss as some other guys, keep asking boss not to touch her and keep saying "I have a boyfriend!"

She keep insisting she can walk herself even though she cant walk straight on her own w/o falling down.

She ignore calls from her Mum and Jason.

She complaint about WORK and still WORK to both boss and Jason.

She vomited 3 times. Toilet once, along Mel's corridor and lastly under Jason's block.

She fell off the bed at least twice.

She slpt on a double queen size bed with blankets over her.

Boss came into the room numerous times.

All the fags went down together with boss sending her off to Jason. They said something like "brother brother" thingy. Couldn't make out what they actually say because too much interaction. Her brain was slow.. =)

She reached home and saw her brother, mother was waiting at the door. She noes her mum cried. But she cant do anything about it because she cant even stand up str on her own.

She create a commotion at home waking up her younger brother and dasao and nephew. Her mum and brother was already awake. She feel bad but at that point of time, she only wants to slp.

She changed into her slping wear in the kitchen. Her mum was asking everyone not to enter the kitchen. She was lazy to go to the toilet. Her mum ask her to shower, she keep pushing her mum away, wanted to do thing on her own. And she fell so she just sat there for 5 min.

She head to bed. She called boss to report her safety. In her semi-conscious mode, she heard her mum saying "" er.. she forget. All she remembered saying was "I'M NOT DRUNK!"

That was her experience for u. =) enjoy.. But 2 reminders for girls.
1. Don't get yourself drunk if you don't know who u are with can be trusted.
2. Taking medication with alcohol can be life threatening. Don't attempt doing that.. Overdosing may occur because medicine with alcohol reacts real fast..

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Her Past ;

hatin` me w0nt make y0uu an inchh better off than ME;

there's nowhere to run
i have no place to go
surrender my heart body and soul
how can it be you're askin` me to feel the things you never show


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